So she finally replied! Well, it's a relief coz she isn't angry with me for asking her. And i didn't give her the impression that i was still hankering in the past.
Turns out that things are really fine and im relieved.
Hmm.. my prev entry sounded a little harsh towards the end. Guess i was consoling myself huh? Anyway, i guess it's normal for me to feel like this.
But no matter wat, we are definitely still friends. It will take some time for us to be on close talking terms again i guess. Will surely take a while to be able to talk like casual frens like Fen, Ave, and Bibi.
One strange thing though, was that she dun really talk about her bf. They should still be together if im not wrong. But perhaps she thinks it's a sensititve issue to talk about wif me. I mean, yeah, who isn't uncomfortable when u see ur ex wif another guy presumely the one who snatched her away at the time when u 2 were together?
But the truth is, wat can i do now? They had been together for sometime already. I cant possibly break them apart juz because i 'was once' wif her. It will turn out to be a vicious cycle anyway.
Oh well, whatever it is, im glad things turn out this way.
We all had changed. And if we wan to get back together again, it's definitely gonna be a whole new courtship routine all over once more. But falling in love with one another is a very comfortable and soothing process. It's going to be awkward and forceful if we make ourselves to know each other.. find topics to talk about to each other.. make ourselves to be together once again, JUST BECAUSE we were together once... it's not right to me.
If two people are fated to be together, everything is gonna be very spontaneous, there's no need for elaborate setup so that the 2 can meet talk and fall in love wif each other.
I would think the whole process is very comfy and mutual for each other. Probably it will be waking up every morning and thinking of the other person unconsciously.
Well, no matter wat, I'm really glad we are friends forever.
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